9.04.2006

Honest Hour Gone Wild

WARNING: The following blog was written while heavily under the influence of Arbor Mist.

Arbor Mist and Honest Hour are not a good mix.

Arbor Mist makes me emotional; it makes us "misty," if you will.

All in all, I only have one or two things to say.

Mom, I thank you for being a recovered addict. I thank you for traveling the road of addiction for me. I thank you for showing me what comes from being an addict. I thank you for choosing drugs over me. I thank you for letting me go to live my father. I thank you for letting me come back to live with you. I thank you for giving me the freedom and unsupervised time I needed. I thank you for trying to be a "parent." I thank you for going to rehab. I thank you for making me cry. I thank you for hurting me. I thank you for all the hurt. I thank you for making it better. I thank you for being there for me. I thank you for teaching me. I thank you for being the parent you were, not the parent you thought you should be. I thank you for loving me. I thank you for not judging me. I thank you for truly being the best parent in the whole entire world. I LOVE YOU! I don't know what I would do, or where I would be, without you. You are the very best.

Also, to my BFFs, I love you too. I feel your hurt. I feel your pain. I feel your trauma. If I could, I would take all your pain and hurt and trauma away.

My mother and my BFFs are my life.

I would not be where I am if it had not been for all of you.

Never forget, I LOVE YOU!

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Eric, I wish I could share the love you have for my mother that you have for yours. You are so lucky to have a mother as amazing as yours.

I on the other hand don't have a mother. But in her place is a father, whom I love.

But. As much as I love him, I love you and the rest of the BFFs in a different way.

You guys "get" me. You guys understand my pain.

More importantly, you understand my love.

And love never fails.

7:24 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

We all shed a tear. And I will always shed a tear for you.

XOXO
Mr. Bumble

7:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sweetheart, you are an amazing addition to my life. I hope Misty Hour is done, as I am by your side. Kisses loverly.

7:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i sure wish i would not have missed your mistiest hour.

7:41 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi sweetie pie... we have all learned from addiction... cause we ALL get addicted to things now and again... there is no escape from that... i love honest hour and i love you and i love the how bonds grow...xoxo

7:48 PM  
Blogger Humbly Yours.... said...

Daddy- you are a light and love that I cherish. You have a heart that has a capacity unmatched by anyone else. I think so highly of you, and crave to have your energy around me.

You are my favorite. I love you.

7:49 AM  

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