Karma
As many say, karma's a bitch. I certainly learned that over the past few weeks.
You see, about eight or nine months ago, a boy was interested in me. The reason why is beyond me. I'll call him Mr. Last Nerve.
Mr. Last Nerve was really good at irritating me. Just about everything he did got on my nerves: Poor spelling and grammar. Inability to think for himself. Completely insecure.
Don't get me wrong, he was pretty cute, and he has to have the most perfect dick I've ever seen. He just seemed to rub me the wrong way. In every aspect. All the time.
After a couple weeks of "courting", I knew that this was going to go nowhere. I didn't want to hurt him, so I told him that I didn't want to be in a relationship right now. That I couldn't.
Not so long ago I was put a similar situation, except with reverse roles.
I liked a boy, and I thought that he might like me too. We did things that would lead anyone to believe that we were dating. We weren't dating though. A couple weeks into not-dating, the topic of our "future" was brought up.
He didn't want to be in a relationship right now.
I appreciated his honesty. I appreciated that he told me this early on, before I became too attached. He said he didn't want to hurt me. I believed him.
For some reason I thought he was different. For some reason I couldn't see through his 'I don't want to be in a relationship' bullshit. And for some reason I thought that with a little time we would be dating.
That's not the case though.
As time went by, I was demoted from potential boyfriend to just friends. All the while, Mr. Chef Boyardee was being promoted from friend to fuck, and as far as I know, they are dating now. Essentially Mr. Chef Boyardee and I switched places.
I believe that everything happens for a reason though. Apparently, Mr. TDH and I were not meant for each other.
Either that, or karma fucked me good.
♥
You see, about eight or nine months ago, a boy was interested in me. The reason why is beyond me. I'll call him Mr. Last Nerve.
Mr. Last Nerve was really good at irritating me. Just about everything he did got on my nerves: Poor spelling and grammar. Inability to think for himself. Completely insecure.
Don't get me wrong, he was pretty cute, and he has to have the most perfect dick I've ever seen. He just seemed to rub me the wrong way. In every aspect. All the time.
After a couple weeks of "courting", I knew that this was going to go nowhere. I didn't want to hurt him, so I told him that I didn't want to be in a relationship right now. That I couldn't.
Not so long ago I was put a similar situation, except with reverse roles.
I liked a boy, and I thought that he might like me too. We did things that would lead anyone to believe that we were dating. We weren't dating though. A couple weeks into not-dating, the topic of our "future" was brought up.
He didn't want to be in a relationship right now.
I appreciated his honesty. I appreciated that he told me this early on, before I became too attached. He said he didn't want to hurt me. I believed him.
For some reason I thought he was different. For some reason I couldn't see through his 'I don't want to be in a relationship' bullshit. And for some reason I thought that with a little time we would be dating.
That's not the case though.
As time went by, I was demoted from potential boyfriend to just friends. All the while, Mr. Chef Boyardee was being promoted from friend to fuck, and as far as I know, they are dating now. Essentially Mr. Chef Boyardee and I switched places.
I believe that everything happens for a reason though. Apparently, Mr. TDH and I were not meant for each other.
Either that, or karma fucked me good.
♥
posted by Eric at 5:38 PM
1 Comments:
Sometimes karma is a bitch, but a least you keep your head about you and keep on going. Sometimes we need wake up calls in life, like my off road adventure, that make us better people. You are def one of the best people I know.
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