Serenity

I can't sleep. This has left me with only my thoughts for the past few hours.

The only conclusion that I have come to:

I foresee a lot of change over the next few months. Not only with my life, but with myself.

Yes, change is good, but to be honest, I am kinda scared. This will be the most "dense" change I have ever experienced.

I know I sound like a broken record, but the past five days or so have been fucking intense. And what do I do when things are intense? Or anything other than normal, for that matter? I think. I feel like Winnie The Pooh. Think, think, think. I like to think I have a higher IQ than Winnie The Pooh though.

When told of any of the many events of this weekend, most of my friends think D-R-A-M-A. To an extent, they are right. Drama is life though. And life is fucking dramatic, that's for sure.

I'm kinda all over the place tonight. I think I'll try to go to sleep again.

One last thing though:

[God,] Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.

♥